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Sunday, December 27, 2009
Saturday suppose to be my OFF day..
And i should be enjoying myself with my dear band members at
Woodland St41,where we been invited to perform for the wedding.
Start at 2pm and end at 9pm.
So reach there 2pm sharp.Sat there,chit chatting for awhile
before they start jamming.I have the strong feeling that i gonna
work later.But i keep denying about it as i really dont want to work.
Im so shag as im too tired.I just want to relaxs
and enjoy myself for that particular off day.
4pm sharp.Feka text me saying that no staff will be working.
I really hope there will be operation for SOS although there will
be 3shows.. But still...
l have to rush down to work for the very last minute.
But time check its already 5pm!Have to start at 5.30pm!
All i think,i have to reach die-die before 6pm and best part its raining.
So end up,ask Abah to lent me some cash,but he being the best Abah,
he gave me $20 for cab fare.$15 for myself.Thanks alot Abah..!
So yes..Hail a cab,and rush that Taxi Driver to hurried down to Sentosa..
Still the same bloody problem,lack of manpower..
But......We still hit our target sales...heheheh
posted by faezahsamidi, 3:30 AM.
Saturday, December 26, 2009
A Remarkable day for DIGIPHOTO as all sites are making money..
Even SOS the only site which have the fucking low sales,hit 1K today..
Whee~~ Im such a happy kid.
Even SOS the only site which have the fucking low sales,hit 1K today..
Whee~~ Im such a happy kid.
Although down with 4 working staff
without Uncle James there, we still manage to hit our target handling
with 3shows as today is Christmas.Woohoo..!!
without Uncle James there, we still manage to hit our target handling
with 3shows as today is Christmas.Woohoo..!!
With me handling the Oscar sales,and Feka handling Amphi sales…
Together with Irfan and Izzat helping both of us out..
Together with Irfan and Izzat helping both of us out..
We still able to strive..
Tomorrow will be another long day for SOS..
Still same problem,lack of Manpower…
Still same problem,lack of Manpower…
And Uncle will be at Mt.Faber again.
Haiz..When will this problem end uh?
Haiz..When will this problem end uh?
Whatever it is,im happy today.Thats it.
posted by faezahsamidi, 2:52 AM.
Friday, December 25, 2009
How i miss spending the time together with my lovely Bapak.Where we can talk openly of any issues.Although he's the type of person who always give you the impression of "Bo-Chap" and will interrupt to whatever i said and i will be irritate by his behaviour.But i know deep down he still love me though.No matter how busy he is,he will make time for me.Like how he will travel all the way to ITE Bedok just to fetch this daughter of his from school and sent her to work at Sentosa.
Eversince the holiday till now,i still dont have the chance to meet him although we stayed in one house.How to when he's asleep when i reach home?I would probably still in Wonderland when he woke up to do Subuh Prayers?When i woke up,only Mak were there accompany by my small niece and sister's maid.
Even to Mak,we seldom talk to each other like last timeUsually she would whine about how tired she was and i would just listen to her crap and laughing about it.If the house was silent,either she's out or she's asleep.She will keep asking me,"Bila off day ja?Kau ni asik keje je,tak kahwin la kau..kahwin dgn keje sudah" Although she's loud,but thats the way she is.I could only smile and giggle to what she said.And my mind will answer, "Keje hari-hari tapi tak kaya-kaya.." Hahahahah.....
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Work really occupy my entire life.The good thing like Abah told me,i seldom Lepak like i used to do last time.I would just concentrate on my working life and school.But i realised,it getting from bad to worst.Even my friends kept whining ask me to find time to spent with them.
Haiz..I would done so if i could find a specific time and day to spend my entire time with the people that revolve around me.Im so sorry..Not to promise anything.But i will try my best.
Dear Lovely Parents;
Im sorry i cant be a good daughter to both of you.Doakan lah yang terbaik untuk anakmu semoga beliau menjadi insan yang berguna dan dapat menjaga mu di hari yang mendatang.Bukan maksud ku untuk menghindari keluarga,namun kerjaya memadamkan segalanya.
-Faezah Anak Samidi Sariah
posted by faezahsamidi, 2:14 PM.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Am i being sensitive or am i being defensive?
Should i just ask of should i just keep mum?
Im not sure of myself..Haiz...
Been keeping to myself about it for so long.
Im not sure if its just my own feeling or stuff..
Each time i went there,you are not like what i knew.
You used to ask me about my family,work and etc.
But now,you would probably ask me what i want and
you did your stuff. Thats it.
you did your stuff. Thats it.
We rarely talk.I know we seldom have the topic to talk,
but you totally diff right now.You avoiding me.
Or maybe, you just ignoring me.
Or maybe, you just ignoring me.
I make the effort to meet you even i have the hectic schedule,
i still make time just for you.I dont want him to keep saying that
i dont pay attention to you.
By all means,i try my very best to show that i cared for you.
Do you know how hard it is?
The moment you just walk off and left me and him,
I feel so bad.Really bad.
I tried to convince myself saying that,
Maybe you're just plainly tired.
You dont have enough rest and stuff.
Am i the one at fault?Am i to be blame?
Are you mad at me?
Or Maybe....
You dont like me talking to him?
You hate me for me close to him?
Is that what you feel all this while?
Haiz..I know where i stand..
Can you pleassee dont do this to me?
Im very Sorry..
Very Very Sorry..
posted by faezahsamidi, 2:33 AM.
Friday, December 18, 2009
Saturday is coming.There will be 3show at SOS.
Gonna be a long day for us.Will be going home late.And etc.
The main problem is.
I DONT HAVE ENOUGH STAFF!!.
Isn't that great..I only have 3 working staff on that particular day
PLUS.3 shows.PLUS.There will be alot of tourist.
PLUS.I still cant find people to help.
At least, i need 5 staff on that day.
Need to find another 2 staff..
I can actually forsee what gonna happen later.
I gonna crack my head!ARGH!
posted by faezahsamidi, 12:57 PM.
It Gonna be a long post.
DIGIPHOTO.
Im so stress up when it comes to scheduling...
I jolly well need to get staff to work..
And make sure i have enough staff everyday..
For the past few weeks were fine. But today,was the worst day ever.
I cant get staff to work for me. I so fcuk up.Im down with 2 staff.
Left me,Uncle and Aisyah.
I jolly well need to get staff to work..
And make sure i have enough staff everyday..
For the past few weeks were fine. But today,was the worst day ever.
I cant get staff to work for me. I so fcuk up.Im down with 2 staff.
Left me,Uncle and Aisyah.
Everything went well for me and Uncle.
But end up,he mad at me as Aisyah had not turn up although
the clock gonna strike 8pm!
Show gonna end pretty soon, she;s not around.
And best part,we have tons of pictures to be sort out..
A total of 162 pictures had not been displayed at the spec board.
Haiz....He pushed me to give Aisyah a call,but she didnt answer.
Give Chris a called,but he answered me,
"She went down already.She be there soon."
He knew i dont have staff.He knew show gonna end soon.
He knew,our place need sales.
But, why must he being so self-centred??
He always think of his Merlion sales.
He let Aisyah down at 8pm!!WTF??!!
If thats the case, He should have just ask Aisyah to go home
instead of coming down to SOS. Why must he hold on to Aisyah
when he can actually did the closing by himself??
Although we make some sales, but still we cant manage!
Im so hurt by Uncle's words.
Im so hurt by his reactions.
Im damn hurt.
Am i at fault?
Am i such a lousy staff that i cant get staff to work?
Yes..I broke down.I cant help it.
Infact,as i type for this post,im crying.
Yes,im a cry baby.
Seriously,i cant take it.This is the fcuking 3rd time he did this.
I want to prove Uncle that i will be strong enough to handle this.
But each time I want to prove him,I will initially need his shoulder to cry on.
Althought he claim that im not at fault.Deep down i know he's mad at me.
"For the past two years at SOS,
I have never had only two staff working..Haiz...
I Give Up Lah.."
Thats what he said before he walk off
to do selling for the 2nd show.I kept mum.
I dont why.But i just feel that,im at fault.
We didnt talk to each other till ends work.
He just walk off after bag check.
He didnt even say "bye" or raise up his hand as usual.
I feel bad.So i call him up..
He stood there waiting for me.
But before i could say anything,i cant hold back my tears.
He's there for me or maybe US (digi staffs).
He dont blame me for everything.
Haiz...Only god knows how i feel.
I really cant handle SOS without Uncle..
I hope miracle happens and we can have Uncle back like last time.
posted by faezahsamidi, 4:05 AM.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Deepest condolences to both
Arwah Syaffiq and Afiq family...
Allah lebih menyayangi mereka.
Hanya iringan doa yang dapat kami sampaikan.
Semoga roh mereka dicucuri rahmat
dan mereka ditempatkan bersama orang-orang
yang beriman dan dikasihi Allah s.w.t
Amin.Al-Fateha
posted by faezahsamidi, 1:03 AM.
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