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It Gonna be a long post.
DIGIPHOTO.
Im so stress up when it comes to scheduling...
I jolly well need to get staff to work..
And make sure i have enough staff everyday..
For the past few weeks were fine. But today,was the worst day ever.
I cant get staff to work for me. I so fcuk up.Im down with 2 staff.
Left me,Uncle and Aisyah.
Everything went well for me and Uncle.
But end up,he mad at me as Aisyah had not turn up although
the clock gonna strike 8pm!
Show gonna end pretty soon, she;s not around.
And best part,we have tons of pictures to be sort out..
A total of 162 pictures had not been displayed at the spec board.
Haiz....He pushed me to give Aisyah a call,but she didnt answer.
Give Chris a called,but he answered me,
"She went down already.She be there soon."
He knew i dont have staff.He knew show gonna end soon.
He knew,our place need sales.
But, why must he being so self-centred??
He always think of his Merlion sales.
He let Aisyah down at 8pm!!WTF??!!
If thats the case, He should have just ask Aisyah to go home
instead of coming down to SOS. Why must he hold on to Aisyah
when he can actually did the closing by himself??
Although we make some sales, but still we cant manage!
Im so hurt by Uncle's words.
Im so hurt by his reactions.
Im damn hurt.
Am i at fault?
Am i such a lousy staff that i cant get staff to work?
Yes..I broke down.I cant help it.
Infact,as i type for this post,im crying.
Yes,im a cry baby.
Seriously,i cant take it.This is the fcuking 3rd time he did this.
I want to prove Uncle that i will be strong enough to handle this.
But each time I want to prove him,I will initially need his shoulder to cry on.
Althought he claim that im not at fault.Deep down i know he's mad at me.
"For the past two years at SOS,
I have never had only two staff working..Haiz...
I Give Up Lah.."
Thats what he said before he walk off
to do selling for the 2nd show.I kept mum.
I dont why.But i just feel that,im at fault.
We didnt talk to each other till ends work.
He just walk off after bag check.
He didnt even say "bye" or raise up his hand as usual.
I feel bad.So i call him up..
He stood there waiting for me.
But before i could say anything,i cant hold back my tears.
He's there for me or maybe US (digi staffs).
He dont blame me for everything.
Haiz...Only god knows how i feel.
I really cant handle SOS without Uncle..
I hope miracle happens and we can have Uncle back like last time.
posted by faezahsamidi, 4:05 AM.
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