Friday, December 25, 2009

How i miss spending the time together with my lovely Bapak.Where we can talk openly of any issues.Although he's the type of person who always give you the impression of "Bo-Chap" and will interrupt to whatever i said and i will be irritate by his behaviour.But i know deep down he still love me though.No matter how busy he is,he will make time for me.Like how he will travel all the way to ITE Bedok just to fetch this daughter of his from school and sent her to work at Sentosa.

Eversince the holiday till now,i still dont have the chance to meet him although we stayed in one house.How to when he's asleep when i reach home?I would probably still in Wonderland when he woke up to do Subuh Prayers?When i woke up,only Mak were there accompany by my small niece and sister's maid.

Even to Mak,we seldom talk to each other like last timeUsually she would whine about how tired she was and i would just listen to her crap and laughing about it.If the house was silent,either she's out or she's asleep.She will keep asking me,"Bila off day ja?Kau ni asik keje je,tak kahwin la kau..kahwin dgn keje sudah" Although she's loud,but thats the way she is.I could only smile and giggle to what she said.And my mind will answer, "Keje hari-hari tapi tak kaya-kaya.." Hahahahah.....

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Work really occupy my entire life.The good thing like Abah told me,i seldom Lepak like i used to do last time.I would just concentrate on my working life and school.But i realised,it getting from bad to worst.Even my friends kept whining ask me to find time to spent with them.

Haiz..I would done so if i could find a specific time and day to spend my entire time with the people that revolve around me.Im so sorry..Not to promise anything.But i will try my best.

Dear Lovely Parents;

Im sorry i cant be a good daughter to both of you.Doakan lah yang terbaik untuk anakmu semoga beliau menjadi insan yang berguna dan dapat menjaga mu di hari yang mendatang.Bukan maksud ku untuk menghindari keluarga,namun kerjaya memadamkan segalanya.

-Faezah Anak Samidi Sariah

posted by faezahsamidi, 2:14 PM.