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Thursday, December 24, 2009

Am i being sensitive or am i being defensive?

Should i just ask of should i just keep mum?

Im not sure of myself..Haiz...

Been keeping to myself about it for so long.

Im not sure if its just my own feeling or stuff..

Each time i went there,you are not like what i knew.

You used to ask me about my family,work and etc.

But now,you would probably ask me what i want and
you did your stuff. Thats it.

We rarely talk.I know we seldom have the topic to talk,

but you totally diff right now.You avoiding me.
Or maybe, you just ignoring me.

I make the effort to meet you even i have the hectic schedule,

i still make time just for you.I dont want him to keep saying that

i dont pay attention to you.

By all means,i try my very best to show that i cared for you.

Do you know how hard it is?

The moment you just walk off and left me and him,

I feel so bad.Really bad.

I tried to convince myself saying that,

Maybe you're just plainly tired.

You dont have enough rest and stuff.

Am i the one at fault?Am i to be blame?

Are you mad at me?

Or Maybe....

You dont like me talking to him?

You hate me for me close to him?

Is that what you feel all this while?

Haiz..I know where i stand..

Can you pleassee dont do this to me?

Im very Sorry..

Very Very Sorry..

posted by faezahsamidi, 2:33 AM.