FaezahSamidi

My weekend

2009-12-27T03:30:00.000+08:00

Saturday suppose to be my OFF day..

And i should be enjoying myself with my dear band members at

Woodland St41,where we been invited to perform for the wedding.

Start at 2pm and end at 9pm.

So reach there 2pm sharp.Sat there,chit chatting for awhile

before they start jamming.I have the strong feeling that i gonna

work later.But i keep denying about it as i really dont want to work.

Im so shag as im too tired.I just want to relaxs

and enjoy myself for that particular off day.

4pm sharp.Feka text me saying that no staff will be working.

I really hope there will be operation for SOS although there will

be 3shows.. But still...

l have to rush down to work for the very last minute.

But time check its already 5pm!Have to start at 5.30pm!

All i think,i have to reach die-die before 6pm and best part its raining.

So end up,ask Abah to lent me some cash,but he being the best Abah,

he gave me $20 for cab fare.$15 for myself.Thanks alot Abah..!

So yes..Hail a cab,and rush that Taxi Driver to hurried down to Sentosa..

Still the same bloody problem,lack of manpower..

But......We still hit our target sales...heheheh

Sales!!

2009-12-26T02:52:00.000+08:00

A Remarkable day for DIGIPHOTO as all sites are making money..
Even SOS the only site which have the fucking low sales,hit 1K today..
Whee~~ Im such a happy kid.

Although down with 4 working staff
without Uncle James there, we still manage to hit our target handling
with 3shows as today is Christmas.Woohoo..!!

With me handling the Oscar sales,and Feka handling Amphi sales…
Together with Irfan and Izzat helping both of us out..

We still able to strive..

Tomorrow will be another long day for SOS..
Still same problem,lack of Manpower…

And Uncle will be at Mt.Faber again.
Haiz..When will this problem end uh?

Whatever it is,im happy today.Thats it.

Lovely Parents..

2009-12-25T14:14:00.002+08:00

How i miss spending the time together with my lovely Bapak.Where we can talk openly of any issues.Although he's the type of person who always give you the impression of "Bo-Chap" and will interrupt to whatever i said and i will be irritate by his behaviour.But i know deep down he still love me though.No matter how busy he is,he will make time for me.Like how he will travel all the way to ITE Bedok just to fetch this daughter of his from school and sent her to work at Sentosa.

Eversince the holiday till now,i still dont have the chance to meet him although we stayed in one house.How to when he's asleep when i reach home?I would probably still in Wonderland when he woke up to do Subuh Prayers?When i woke up,only Mak were there accompany by my small niece and sister's maid.

Even to Mak,we seldom talk to each other like last timeUsually she would whine about how tired she was and i would just listen to her crap and laughing about it.If the house was silent,either she's out or she's asleep.She will keep asking me,"Bila off day ja?Kau ni asik keje je,tak kahwin la kau..kahwin dgn keje sudah" Although she's loud,but thats the way she is.I could only smile and giggle to what she said.And my mind will answer, "Keje hari-hari tapi tak kaya-kaya.." Hahahahah.....

Work really occupy my entire life.The good thing like Abah told me,i seldom Lepak like i used to do last time.I would just concentrate on my working life and school.But i realised,it getting from bad to worst.Even my friends kept whining ask me to find time to spent with them.

Haiz..I would done so if i could find a specific time and day to spend my entire time with the people that revolve around me.Im so sorry..Not to promise anything.But i will try my best.

Dear Lovely Parents;

Im sorry i cant be a good daughter to both of you.Doakan lah yang terbaik untuk anakmu semoga beliau menjadi insan yang berguna dan dapat menjaga mu di hari yang mendatang.Bukan maksud ku untuk menghindari keluarga,namun kerjaya memadamkan segalanya.

-Faezah Anak Samidi Sariah

Someone part of my life..

2009-12-24T02:33:00.001+08:00

Am i being sensitive or am i being defensive?

Should i just ask of should i just keep mum?

Im not sure of myself..Haiz...

Been keeping to myself about it for so long.

Im not sure if its just my own feeling or stuff..

Each time i went there,you are not like what i knew.

You used to ask me about my family,work and etc.

But now,you would probably ask me what i want and
you did your stuff. Thats it.

We rarely talk.I know we seldom have the topic to talk,

but you totally diff right now.You avoiding me.
Or maybe, you just ignoring me.

I make the effort to meet you even i have the hectic schedule,

i still make time just for you.I dont want him to keep saying that

i dont pay attention to you.

By all means,i try my very best to show that i cared for you.

Do you know how hard it is?

The moment you just walk off and left me and him,

I feel so bad.Really bad.

I tried to convince myself saying that,

Maybe you're just plainly tired.

You dont have enough rest and stuff.

Am i the one at fault?Am i to be blame?

Are you mad at me?

Or Maybe....

You dont like me talking to him?

You hate me for me close to him?

Is that what you feel all this while?

Haiz..I know where i stand..

Can you pleassee dont do this to me?

Im very Sorry..

Very Very Sorry..

Another headache...

2009-12-18T12:57:00.000+08:00

Saturday is coming.There will be 3show at SOS.

Gonna be a long day for us.Will be going home late.And etc.

The main problem is.

I DONT HAVE ENOUGH STAFF!!.

Isn't that great..I only have 3 working staff on that particular day

PLUS.3 shows.PLUS.There will be alot of tourist.

PLUS.I still cant find people to help.

At least, i need 5 staff on that day.

Need to find another 2 staff..

I can actually forsee what gonna happen later.

I gonna crack my head!ARGH!

I let u down..Sorry...

2009-12-18T04:05:00.001+08:00

It Gonna be a long post.

DIGIPHOTO.

Im so stress up when it comes to scheduling...
I jolly well need to get staff to work..
And make sure i have enough staff everyday..

For the past few weeks were fine. But today,was the worst day ever.
I cant get staff to work for me. I so fcuk up.Im down with 2 staff.
Left me,Uncle and Aisyah.

Everything went well for me and Uncle.

But end up,he mad at me as Aisyah had not turn up although

the clock gonna strike 8pm!

Show gonna end pretty soon, she;s not around.

And best part,we have tons of pictures to be sort out..

A total of 162 pictures had not been displayed at the spec board.

Haiz....He pushed me to give Aisyah a call,but she didnt answer.

Give Chris a called,but he answered me,

"She went down already.She be there soon."

He knew i dont have staff.He knew show gonna end soon.

He knew,our place need sales.

But, why must he being so self-centred??

He always think of his Merlion sales.

He let Aisyah down at 8pm!!WTF??!!

If thats the case, He should have just ask Aisyah to go home

instead of coming down to SOS. Why must he hold on to Aisyah

when he can actually did the closing by himself??

Although we make some sales, but still we cant manage!

Im so hurt by Uncle's words.

Im so hurt by his reactions.

Im damn hurt.

Am i at fault?

Am i such a lousy staff that i cant get staff to work?

Yes..I broke down.I cant help it.

Infact,as i type for this post,im crying.

Yes,im a cry baby.

Seriously,i cant take it.This is the fcuking 3rd time he did this.

I want to prove Uncle that i will be strong enough to handle this.

But each time I want to prove him,I will initially need his shoulder to cry on.

Althought he claim that im not at fault.Deep down i know he's mad at me.

"For the past two years at SOS,

I have never had only two staff working..Haiz...

I Give Up Lah.."

Thats what he said before he walk off
to do selling for the 2nd show.I kept mum.

I dont why.But i just feel that,im at fault.

We didnt talk to each other till ends work.

He just walk off after bag check.

He didnt even say "bye" or raise up his hand as usual.

I feel bad.So i call him up..

He stood there waiting for me.

But before i could say anything,i cant hold back my tears.

He's there for me or maybe US (digi staffs).

He dont blame me for everything.

Haiz...Only god knows how i feel.

I really cant handle SOS without Uncle..

I hope miracle happens and we can have Uncle back like last time.

Al-Fateha

2009-12-15T01:03:00.000+08:00

Deepest condolences to both

Arwah Syaffiq and Afiq family...

Allah lebih menyayangi mereka.

Hanya iringan doa yang dapat kami sampaikan.

Semoga roh mereka dicucuri rahmat

dan mereka ditempatkan bersama orang-orang

yang beriman dan dikasihi Allah s.w.t

Amin.Al-Fateha

The Tua Days...

2009-12-14T15:12:00.000+08:00

Band Practice as usual on last saturday.
2nd keyboardist were not there.
Or maybe i could just say, he won't be with us again.
This is due to some misunderstanding or jealousy that arose between them.
Im not so sure how they start off,but what told me really makes me wonder..
Not sure of how his attitude is,but what Abah told me, he have the Big Ego with him.
Well,everyone have their own ego.It all depends on how you handle and express it yourself.

All i can say,he's a good man.He play his music with his passion and most importantly the feel.
Yes he did told me his not happy with the band performance during practice recently..
but i thought he was just passing some remarks like what Abah usually did.
I do agree with what he said last week when we actually on the way back home.
But if i were analyze what he said,I just think taht his so narrow minded.
As,Cik Mamat is at time childish with his lame jokes.But without him,all of us were dead.
Well,Cik Rahman should just frankly told us that he's not happy with us,and we could have just
stop with our lame jokes.Or maybe,he shouldn't have to take it so hard till you keep it to yourself.
Haiz..He should have known Cik Mamat childishness...

This is what Abah shared with me on our way back in Train.And at the same time,
Abah think maybe Cik Rahman was just jealous of him.Well,abah is damn talented.

He can play Drum,Keyboard,Violin and Of couse his forte,Guitar.

He can play various kinds of music genre.I salute him.And most importantly, Abah can read Notes not only Chords. And im not demoralizing Cik Rahman,But the fact is, Cik Rahman didnt know how to read Notes.And maybe what abah said is true,he simply jealous of Abah.

Well,Abah is so well known around his peers.He's involved with other groups.

His fellow friends told him before that Cik Rahman had been bad-mouthing him all this while.Other band members of other groups also had told abah the same thing.

But abah still treat Cik Rahman good.

Until to the certain extend,abah cant tolerate with Cik Rahman nonsense when Cik Rahman actually confronted him and Cik Mamat last thursday.

Well...I hope things turn out good in times to comes.

Hahha...i didnt realise that,at that age, Abah have that kind of friend.

Hehehe...Or maybe i can say,Nada Ria have a 2nd keyboardist that so sel-centered?

What a weekend.

2009-12-08T01:10:00.001+08:00

My weekends start off;

attending band practice as usual.

Raining heavily last Saturday.End up asked my

Bapak Love to sent me to CCK CC.Hehehe...

Yessa,im late for practice.

And yes,Abah start questioning me about it.

Ohhhh yaa....Im so used to it..

Not doing much,practice as usual.

Im so loved having Cik Rahman to be around.

He's the best keyboardist ever.

He does spare a thought for others.

Unlike the other person.Its ok if u dont really

know who the other party is.let me the only

one who knows the story ok.Hehe.

After which, i went over to my Abang new house at Woodland.

Yes,they just move in to their new house last month.

But before that,lepak at BIL parents house at Sembawang

while waiting for Abang family to reach home.

So reach their house nearly 10pm. Thought of staying for awhile.

Guess what it took us the whole night

Chit-Chatting,Playing UNO, the kids taking turns to use my Lappy,

took our time having MacD.By the time we wanna end everything,

its already 2am.And the same time BIL having cold,so end up

we stay for a night there.Woohoo~~

Been a long time since we have such moment.

The last time was at Jelapang, Abang's previous house.

Bought them breakfst the next morning.Went over to Mama's place

at Woodland Center with my niece Shanez. Lucky its just nearby.

Asked her to packed some food for everyone, and i bought some pratas.

My Sunday were spend at their house again.

What to do,the same old trick that they will give me.

I wont be able to step out of their house once im there.

I have to entertain their lameness..hahahaha

You might think it would be boring,But when siblings comes together,

its fun and laughter that gonna make ur day.And u gain happiness and

most importantly,the bonding.

Faezah Samidi otak blank.

2009-11-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

Been busy with school and work.

My blog being abondoned for months.

Im sorry...Very the lazy bum bum..

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So been attending school without fail..

Rush to work after school..
Thats my schedule every single day.

Every wednesday and sunday will be the worst day

as i will be doing full-shift.
My off day will be spent with the band.

So,its easy to track me down whenever u need me k.
Hahhaa..Macam paham..

Having a small problem at work.
Well,the scheduling,paperwork and stuff.
For work,im still not sure if i make a right choice.
But whatever it is,i hope i wont regret with it.

For school,doing great right now.
Late as usual but i still made it ok.
Projects are on the go.
My Team mates simply the best.
We can work on it together although we played alot.

From normal lesson to flash project to 3D Max
and last but not least the Video Shooting.

I hope,we make it through.And sorry mates
if i dont spent quality time with u guys.
But i will try my very best to squeeze time for that k..

2009-09-21T13:38:00.009+08:00

Samidi Sekeluarga Mengucapkan

Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin

Salah silap harap dimaafkan.

Dari kami;

Samidi&Sariah Sekeluarga

Dari kami;

Samidi&Sariah Sekeluarga

Rizal&Niza Sekeluarga

Rizam&Hani Sekeluarga

Sham&Aida Sekeluarga

Sekiranye, tak berkesempatan utk berkunjung ke rumah, ampun kan segala dosa kami..

Maklumla,ade kalanya percakapan ini tidak beralas..

Halal kan makan dan minum sepanjang persahabatan dan persaudaraan kita.

Faezah Samidi

2009-09-19T20:05:00.000+08:00

Maka genaplah umat islam berpuasa selama sebulan.

Ini adalah hari terakhir kita berpuasa. Semua sibuk menghabiskan kerja

rumah sebelum menyambut Syawal yg akan muncul esok.

Hiba pula rasanya untuk meninggalkan Ramadan..Haiz..

Rasa malas pula nk sambut Raya tahun ni.

Maklumlah, keluarga ku baru terlepas dari ruang yg sempit.

Harungi jua dgn ketabahan...

Namun kita tetap beraya dgn sederhana.

Mintak maaf la pade ahli keluarga ku yg lain,

oleh kerana, tahun ni lain nya,takde duit raya...

Very Sorry my cousins....

Buka dengan Mama Darling...

2009-09-19T01:56:00.004+08:00

Thursday tak keje...Mak suro ambek kueh kat ruma Cik Yam..

Dari Monday mak da suro,aku tangguh sampai kene marah dgn mak...

Ah yela...Terpakse pujuk Uncle kasi Off.Nasib mood dia baik..

Rumah Cik Yam kat Woodland, sebelah blok Abah.

Nasib aku tahu pegi. Kalau tak macam rusa masuk kampung

aku dibuatnya.. Den buka kat kedai Mama..

This time tak plan, so main turun je la..

Mama mood ok. Dia buka bubur masjid, aku buka mee goreng.

Stay sane sampai kul 9pm.

Tolong kemas,layankan perangai pekerja Mama,

Cik Leha yang suka menyakat orang...

Paling best, sape2 yg tanye dia sape aku,

dgn senang hati dia jawab..

"Oh..Ni anak Boss..
Name dia Faezah."

Ah bagus..Sape ajar si Cik Leha ni pun aku tak tau.

Asl boleh je...Semua tanye Mama betul ke tak.Baik ah member.

Banyak la aku ni Anak Boss.Buat kelakar.

Saturday Iftar...

2009-09-14T00:59:00.001+08:00

Last Saturday..After work proceed to Mama stall...

We break fast together..Its a last minute plan actually..

As Abah kept asking me,

"Ja, bila nk buka kat kedai dgn Mama?"

And i kept delaying it..And giving all sorts of excuse.Heh..

"hmm..enta eh bah..ija try cari slot ah.Kalau dpt off,ija buka sane k.."

So,since Saturday I start work in the morning and end at 5pm,

I think thats the best day to buka with her..

So ya, i took 963 to Marsiling..

Reach there ard 6.30 as i took my own sweet time.hehe!..

And this time, i took the right bus to Woodland Centre k...

So spent my quality time with her.

Help her doing some chores.

Macam kekok la jugak tapi tolong je la...

But by 9pm im off..

Mata da tkleh angz ah.....

Ngantok la sangat..

Harapan tinggi menggunung nak tunggu

sampai Abah nye ni balek terawih....

Masa depan gelap la sudah..

Aku da ngantok, angkat kaki jalan suda....

OFF Day...

2009-09-06T04:48:00.001+08:00

On Saturday,not working as SOS have enough staff.

Paat and Farhan working,so i got an Off from Uncle.

Bagus jugak ah...Lepak jeng...hehehehe

Oh,Abang family coming over to break fast together..

So called a family gathering..Hehhe!Fun!

Main Apish nye CAR remote control...

Then,main kat hardcourt....

Oh yah.....

Before that,I went to band practice in the afternoon..

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Yeah,i receive a call from Mama on Friday,4th Sept.

She in need of cash.Unfortunately,i dont have any on that day.

She sound disappointed.But what can i do?

Aku pun pikiran..Tak tolong,tapi dia Mama aku sak....

Seriously aku kering..nak tunggu besok nye macam lambat gitu...

As i will receive my other pay from Javalink on the 5th Sept...

I called her to explain things out.But she didnt answer.

So,just left her a msg saying,if possible, i can only pass it to her the next day.

Woke up at 11.30am..

Althought i receive a call from Mama early in the morning for our meet..

I promised to actually meet her at 12pm at her stall..

But u can guess what happen right?Well as usual i will be late..heheh..

Yup,i pass my pay to her..

Walaupun aku perlukan duit tu untuk raya,

takpelah Mama nye pasal aku buat ni...

Lagipun,Abah tak tau pasal ni..

And i know the reason why Mama did this..

Kalau Abah tahu, confem kita ene marah...

Biar rahsia ni antara kite je tahu...

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Cerita paling best..

I rode the wrong bus that lead me to

WOODLAND CHECKPOINT....

Gerek ke pe????

I was on the phone, i thought it was 856, so walk

quickly to take the bus...

I then realised that the bus went straight to the checkpoint

without turning to woodland centre..

OMG!!Cuak sekejap aku!!

I told the bus driver that i rode the wrong bus,he then told me,

"U tell the guard that u took the wrong bus"

First thought it was easy...

Yeah right!It took 30mins of my time sitting at the

Inspection Room...

They did qn me as if im in the wrong..

Do i look like a crook?Duh~Idiot!

After taking my particulars,he let me off..

Lepas tu nk jalan keluar die punye lah jauh!!....

Enough of it ok......

And yes at last met Mama...

I explain to her of my lateness..

She laugh at me instead of pity me....

To think back,

Padan muka kau FAEZAH!!!....

hahahhaa....

Seoul Garden

2009-09-06T04:47:00.002+08:00

On thursday.......

Iftar with Eja and Farliana...

First time dok aku makan kat seoul garden...

Maklumlah dulu aku ajak Yazhid, dia kate aku ni

sam dol tak tau mkn bende2 kat sane.....

Hahahhaa...tapi takpe....

Da terbalas da keinginan aku untuk makan sane..

Best jugak ah...bakar-bakar dgn rebus-rebus...

Hehhehee....

Cuaca yang dingin....

2009-09-01T14:06:00.001+08:00

Macam malas la pulak aku nk ke keje time hujan-hujan gini..

Feeling2 nk paitao pun ade..hehehhe!

Tapi kalau aku tak pegi, confem si Tua tu bising..

Tapi hujan sak...confem sales rabak...Haiyo....

Haiz....

Doa2 je la kat Sentosa tu hujan lebat...

Jadi aku boleh balek!!

Hhehehehehe....

Esplanade.

2009-08-30T14:14:00.001+08:00

NadaRia is now extremely busy with their upcoming shows

that will be held at Esplanade this coming October. Where as,im busy

printing and re-printing all their lyrics,at the same time have it all organised.

They happily sing the song, here am i having a hard time

finding the original singers and lyrics of the song.

Besides that, the organiser being such an ass,
kept calling and email me as they need the band profile,
particulars of the band members, pics of the band and etc.

And they like to pester and hurry things up but the fact,

they told me at the very last minute. Duh!~Damn idiot..

When i told abah about it, im the one get all the scolding.

As if, im the one at fault.. Baik ah Abah..Mcm aku yang bersalah ye..

Ok,im done with the organisers. I just hope thay wont bother me till the show.

An off day after such an hectic schedule.

Gerek ke pe..Thanks to Uncle who let me OFF..hehhe..

So, get my things ready and off to band practice.

Print out lyrics and all the important document that need to pass to Abah.

Well, he's the band leader, so he need to know every single thing that

i emailed to the organiser..

Everything was fine yesterday. Im back on time to break fast at home.

Almost a week i break fast at work,

Soft drinks and Mentos..Thanks to uncle for that.

Off to work in an hour time.

Buka kat keje lagi la ye...

and... thanks to abah for giving me a call once azan..

2009-08-22T21:05:00.007+08:00

Selamat Menyambut

Bulan Suci Ramadhan

Dengan Penuh Keimanan!!

Kepada teman-teman seperjuangan ku...
Jauhkanlah diri kamu dari segala
kemaksiatan dan elakkan diri itu dari
luahan kata-kata yang kesat.

Bersama-sama lah kita
menghadapi dugaan dan godaan di bulan
yang suci dan penuh barakah ini...

Tunaikan rukun islam kita yang ketiga
dengan sempurna...
Nescaya,kita adalah
dari golongan hamba Allah yang dikasihi..

Salam Dari Saya...
Faezah Samidi

Camera not now...

2009-08-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

Receive my Scholarship last week....
Thought of reward myself with a DSLR camera...
But,i cant own that for now...
Maybe later.....

Well....im having some family problems for now...
Bapak have been sick for days...
And his fever+flu get worsen each day...
Family members being infected by his germs that spread to us..
Despite his sick,he still drove taxi...
But,no income for the family,as he have to pay the
daily rental fee and petrol..

So upon receiving money from trhe scholarship,
i received an sms from Bapak....

"Boleh tangguhkan pembelian kamera kamu?
Kerna bapak hendak hutang $800.
Nak bayar duit rumah..Boleh?"

If u were in my shoes?what would u do?
Straight jack i replied;

"Ok boleh...Talk at home k.."

See....im a good daughter ok...
hehehe....Its between Bapak and Anak je tau...
Mak not in the picture...heheh

So last Thurs,went to HDB to make the payment..
After that,accompany abg and family to the doctor
as the whole family fall sick...
At the same time,i intend to pay their medical fees
as i owe them some cash...

After all that,i rush all the way to Woodland Centre.
1st; Accompany Eja change her "Cheese".
2nd; To return Mama tupperware.

After went to Sheng Shiong,
We had our late lunch there.
Not me ah..But eja's....
Hehehe..I just accompany her...
She bought her stuff for her family,
den she went home...

Where as,i met Mama at the shop..
I just had the feeling the need to meet her...
So,my instinct was right..
She's having some problem now...
Yup,she seek for my help after much consideration.
I just help what within my ability...

Yup,she's coping well with her business..
Got to know,she own two stalls right now.
Good for Abah and Mama..

To be honest...
Yes im upset that im not able to own a camera
that i been dreaming of...

Still...im content...
Im helping my family that needs my attention
more than a camera...

Aku ikhlas membantu;
Bapak,Abang Dan Mama
Ape yang berlaku tentu ade hikmahnya..

My dear friend...

2009-08-18T00:46:00.002+08:00

Im trully hurt...!!
Yess..I admit it....

Haiz...

The person that i least expect
really hurt me...

Abah Arshad...

2009-08-18T00:28:00.003+08:00

After working at RI,Bishan...Im off to Band Practice..
Thought of not coming but i need to pass my camcorder to him
as i cant charge my camcorder for the few days...
Need his help to check the thing out...

End at 6pm,but stay up till 10pm...hehhee
Thought of going straight home after practice...
But Cik Har asked to stay on for while to jamm with
his band members.. the Black Dog Bone..
Hhehee..cool kan...So,sang a few songs with them....

After which..Saw Abah and Cik Madd at the coffeshop nearby..
Thought of joining for while,instead it took me the whole day..

Cik Madd went home before Maghrib,left me and Abah there...
Have a chat with abah,and we shared alot of stories...
From Politics to Current affairs to Family Issues to
School Stuff to Love Stories and etc...

Its a never ending story whenever i met Abah...
But,i can say,he's a good father to me..
He keep advising me and guiding me all this while...

Where as Bapak,his not the type of father who kept advising,
but he shower me with his love,care and concern...

Im blessed to have 2 Fathers...
One is Bapak..Another is Abah...
Hehhehe..

2009-08-04T02:36:00.004+08:00

Pantun Satu;

Seharum merbak setanggi pagi
Terkulai layu mendabik resmi
Andai mata bertentang lagi
Pasti rindu hilang di hati

Terbang tinggi si burung merpati
Patahnya sayap alamat mati
Jika diriku cuba kau godai
Takkan ku cuba untuk hindari

Malam sepi dingin terasa
Hati gundah mengusik jiwa
Andai dikau kepunyaan hamba
Akan ku sanjung bagai Putera Diraja.

Pantun Dua;

Kata hati ingin ku sembah
Hiasan kata yang menusuk jiwa
Walaupun dikau jauh dimata
Hanya hati dapat berkata-kata

Jika benar cinta buta
Jika benar cinta segalanya
Jangankan gunung untuk didaki
Lautan api sanggup ku renangi

Kekata indah pengganti diri
Dengan niat ikhlas dari hati
Ingin berjumpa sudahlah pasti
Hanya waktu yang di nanti

Ada sesiapa ingin membalas?
Hahaha...

Outing with Classmate...

2009-08-02T01:46:00.002+08:00

Last friday,31st August..

Went to Mama stall to collect my Mee Goreng.
So,im late actually...
Janji kul 8.30 sampai...
But,woke up at 9am....

So i rush out after do some packing...
Thanks to Eja for msging me....
If not...Terlajak siol aku....

Had a wonderful day with
my dearie classmate..Hehhee..

Alhamdulilah.....
everyone turn up for the outing..
We had a potluck picnic..
Every single one fork out something for it..

This event only consist the malay student..
We are not bias la...
Tapi ade la sebab2 tertentu...

Meet up ard 12.30 opp Sentosa Express..
Then proceed to Pahlawan beach.
Set up th place,settle everything...
Had our nasi lemak before proceed to the Sea..

Berendam dalam laut berjam-jam siol....
Sampai gelap aku!!...
Badan sakit la eh...Dan ianya berterusan...

Pictures are with Nadd and Eja..
Will upload at FB...

Fendy Qwendy

2009-07-29T01:11:00.004+08:00

Talk with Sufiandy Fahmi for almost 3hours....
Macam bual dengan matae...Hahhahaha!!.

Alahai....jangan la merajok....

2009-07-26T03:34:00.003+08:00

I guess the band members already knew
that i call Cik Arshad,-Abah..
I cant recall what their expression was..
But the important thing is,they knew that
Cik Arshad is my Abah and his wife is my Mama..

We no longger have to cover up in front of them.
Eg,i need to call him cik arshad as always during the practice.
And Abah when its between us.Duhh!!Ingat senang pe?

Firstly,used to call him Cik Arshad..
When its time for me to
call him Abah,lidah ni kelu sangat...
Maklum la starting la katekan...

Then,when im used to call him Abah,
and to call him Cik Arshad during the practice,
really susah u know...

Da kebiasaan aku panggil die Abah
pastu nk kene tukar2 pulak
time kat band....Kan leceh...haiz....

But i know,
he did this not to let the members know about it..
Yes,its hard...Well,i treat every single one the same..
But people will tend to compare that im closed to Abah..

I didnt know how to explain things.I just feel that,
there's a chemistry between us that make me
feel at ease whenever i talk or sat beside him...
He's exactly like Bapak....That is why im closed to him..
I guess he knew about it long ago...
Apparently,he can accept me as his Daughter..
I just hope that the members wont feel angry with me
calling him Abah...

Hahah..The best part..
I told him why not Friday,we had breakfat together.
And as usual,he will ask me to make plans with Mama..
I told him that,

"Sala ke kalau Abah beritahu Mama?
Tak ke same tu?Kate suami isteri?
Takkan la takleh sampaikan?
Yela2,nanti Ija sms Mama la k..."

And he answered,

"Tak salah,tapi ade baiknye Ija call Mama sendiri
jangan nak sms je...Ija buat je la ape yg Abah suroh..
Kalau asik Abah je yang bilang Mama,nanti Mama
jump into conclusion..."

And i was like ???

"Jump into conclusion ape nye Abah?"

Abah was getting ready to answer..

"Iyela...nanti die pikir,Si Ija ni takleh call sendiri ke?
Kene go thru Abah je ke?Well Ija,Pompan ni kan
Sensitive...Takkan la ja tak paham...
So at times to,call la Mama,tanye khabar k...
So regarding friday,u call Mama sendiri...
Then,u get back to me...."

So train pun sampai.....

And i was thinking...
Sensitive?Mama jealous ke aku selalu sms Abah?
Aku bukannye tknk call Mama...Tapi die kan BZ woman..
So,aku tknklah kacau die...haiz....

Yela2...aku sala la....Sorrryy ye....

Band.

2009-07-26T03:11:00.005+08:00

We change our practice timing...
Instead of 6pm-10pm,it changed to 2pm-6pm.

This will be temporally one as Cik Yus told us that his Shift
have changed..Usually his work will end at 4pm but now
it start at 7pm and end next morning..

Haiz...kesian Cik Yus...He always give the best in the band..
Although he had something on,he will do his very best for his passion.
He willing to sacrifice some of his lesure time for his beloved friends.

I really like him in a sense that,he give all out for his passion.
And he always give in for others...
Baik kan Cik Yus ni..Sayang die...hehehe!

Everyone was there except that im late.
As usual,i woke up late..hehehe!

So,everything was fine during the prac just then.
Just that,Abah remind me to be early next week.

Solid Black Drumset from Pearl.

Fuh!Drum baru seh!
Bau Kedai ah!!hahahhaa!!..

Cik Mokh just bought a new drumset for himself.
Solid black siol...hahaha..

He will sell off his previous set..
I can say that he get this new set at a reasonable price
and a good bargain it is..Market price is $1400
And he get for less than $1K..

So,no longger Red Drumset for Nada Ria..
Yeay!!hhahahah...

So,went for a drink after that..
i can say that,we spent more than
3hours at the coffeeshop...Fuh....

But we do have fun chit-chatting there.
Share our thoughts openly and
no hard feelings...

I really hope that,each and every member
will help each other out...
Well,nobody is perfect ok...

Firman Rohaizad

2009-07-26T02:48:00.003+08:00

This Guy pester me to blog about him.
Ok,let me inroduce,this is Firman Rohaizad.
A new friend of mine.

All this while,all we did was chat on the phone
or we just message each other.

He been asking me out for some time.
Eventually,i turned him down.
I just think that its not the right time yet.

HAha..but whatever it is.
I met him up last thursday.
hehehehe..

Reason being,i would like to borrow
a VCD from him.And at the same time,
i would like to pass the novel that he need..

Met him at Harbourfront MRT after work.
So met up outside Cheers.

Paiseh siol aku...Malu giler nye..
Step cool jugak ah,tapi takleh ah..
HAhahahhaa...

I thought the feeling will be over
once we exchanged the stuff.
It doesnt end there.In fact,we took the same train home.

We going to same direction,but diff station la...
he will be alighting at Boon Lay as he will be
staying over at the camp,
while i be alighting at Jurong East.

Hanya tuhan saja yang tahu,
betapa malu nye aku berdepan dgn nya.

I just cant think of any topic to start the conversation.
I just follow up to what he asked.And apparently,
i would ask the same qn to him..

Overall..Mr Firman,
nice knowing u and gratefull that,at last,
we able to meet each other up for 30mins,
and not 5seconds..hahahaha

Da up sikit ni...
That time Saat tau...
Sekarang Minit...hahaha

So,he told me,he cant wait for next meet up..
Hmmm.....Let me think about it first ok?
Hahhahaha

fucking bitch

2009-07-26T02:13:00.004+08:00

Last Thursday was the worst day ever i had at work.
Yes i have my wonderful staffs with me,but with
Nithiya presence there seriously change my entire mood!!

Fuck ah,i don't give a damn to her long service at Digiphoto.
Her attitude really pissed me off.This is serious talking.
She work as if she's the in charge there.
I don't mind if u want to feel like one.
But please do ur work properly...
Don't boast around like nobody business..

You bitch talk as if ur the best.
But i tell u,Ur captures are FUCKING horrendous..
No one ever bought the picture u took...
And because of u,i need to answer to Anil.

FYI,u should thank me
for not bithing about u infront of the Boss.
If not,u confem DIE BIATCH!!!

I swear that i wont work with u ever again!!ARGH!
Seriously,she spoiled my mood ok people.

Thanks Family.

2009-07-26T01:28:00.002+08:00

Ok..lately there's a conflict between Mak family..
Between siblings la Of course...
Seriously,im not interested in
getting to know about this case..

Im so fucking annoyed with people who thinks that
my workplace belong to BAPAK...
Who expect everything to be free.....

6 pictures for 3 of them doesn't seem enough isit?
Its a complementary from me to them..
FREE ok!!...And still,people out there still accused me
saying that I press for the payment...WTH?!!

Seriously,i just cant be bothered..
Gasak la ape yang akan berlaku..

Balek Jogja...

2009-07-21T15:23:00.002+08:00

Last Friday,sedare dari Jogja datang Singapore...
So,they eventually wanna go all the "interesting" places here..
Well,tourist will remain tourist ok?
Like us,when visit other countries eventually,
u will have this "JAKUN" feel right?Hahahhah...

I was quite shock when i heard that they intend to go,
JBP,Zoo,NS,Sentosa,Mustafa Ctr,
Little India,Chinatown,Geylang
dan bnyk lagi la eh..too many too mention actually...

So abt my previous post,had a picnic right?
Actually to Welcome them over Singapore..
Held at ECP,but they are not there for long..
As Abang Wan and Kak Imah bring them over to
Singapore Flyers.

Baik pe,aku yg orang Singapore TULEN pun,
belum menjejak kan kaki ke sane...HAhahahahhaha....

So they went to Sentosa yesterday....
Had their day i guess...Watch SOS...
And sengang2 je aku kasi dorang 6 picture...
WOW!!....tkpela...untuk sedare....

And now,dorang da balek...
Kul 11 tadi flight dorang...

Well..Hope u guys enjoy ur trip here..
Take Care..

Picnic cum' Celebrate july Babies.

2009-07-21T15:00:00.002+08:00

Had a splendid day last Sunday...
Had a gathering with my family and cousins..
A picnic cum celebrating all the babies born on July.

A very simple yet an enjoyable one..
The best part when getting ready to go off...
The cousins really make the day...
Cam-whoring...!!..Hahaha....

I will upload the pics when im free k...
As im in school right now...
But,all the pics upload in the FB...

In school...

2009-07-09T09:44:00.003+08:00

In school right now..Having Ho Mei Chun lesson...

She been nagging at me and force me to go home...

Aku da datang,die suro balek...

Reason being,im having a bad cough and flu.

Just recover from fever yesterday night.

Although im down with fever yesterday,i still make use

of my "off" day to have a nice meal at Causeway Point

with Kakak and Seri.They both bring along their kids.

Took a train and have a nice meal at Banquet.

Walk around Kiddy Palace and

I bought Norynne baju and botol susu..

Touching kan Bibik Ja..hahaha....

Before proceed to Metro,we had our dessert at Swensen..

Kakak ku belanja...hehehehe!...

So spent our quality time enjoying our Dessert...

Then we off to Metro to look for Mak birthday present..

Mata rambang beb!...Semua kepala 3....

Hahhaha....So,after much consideration,

we make our decision....Share the cost with kakak...

So each fork out ard 200...Fuh!...Nasib untuk Mak....

Hahahha....

Abang Sham fetch us ard 9.30,reach home ard 10.30

before that sent Seri and Umar home....

Once reach home,I lepak kat katil...

As i cant take it anymore.....haiz....

Miss my abah and mama...Love my mak and bapak

2009-07-04T04:58:00.007+08:00

Been a week that he didnt reply my SMS...
Have i done anything wrong either towards him or the wife?

He did msg me Bon Voyage for my trip and remind me to
take good care of myself and enjoy every second of it...

Thats the last msg that he ever reply..
I did tell him that im back from the trip and bought him some
"oleh-oleh" from Malacca..

But not a single msg that he ever reply...
To the extend that i want to give him a call...
But i knew that he wont pick up the call...
As he exactly like Bapak type of person that wont answer the phone
unless its important or when he think there's a need for him to answer..
Haiz.....That same goes to Mama...

The person im talking about is my Abah of course...
Dont get me wrong as people out there might think that
im having a relationship with someone husband...Duh!...

Dont be surprised ok,i gotten that kind of remarks before.
As they thought that Abah is my BF as they took my words seriously
saying that abah is my scandal...Haiz....

Its just a moment of fun ok....Do u have to take my words seriously??
And people out there,isit wrong of me calling one of my pakcik band
Abah and the wife Mama
although i still have my Mak&Bapak around...??

I just dont understand that kind of people...
Not knowing the true story and bitching about my personal life..
Do i have to tell u every single thing of it?..
Get a life people....!!

Whatever it is,im satisfied with the way im now..

I Love my Mak&Bapak....

And i miss my Abah&Mama

Scandals....

2009-07-04T04:53:00.002+08:00

I did have fun during my working days after my holiday trip.
Which is Thursday and Friday...hehehe...

The reason is,my scandal,
Mr Uncle Driver sent and fetch me to work..
Touching kan??...Hahhaha....

Im sorry Seri,he only entertain me...
Not my fault that he dont really talk to u...
U got ur "Tua" at TOS..hahaha...

Kesian kan aku banyak sangat scandal
sampai tak terlayan..
Hahahhaha.....Macam paham je....

Im back...

2009-07-04T04:44:00.002+08:00

Hello people...
Im back from my short getaway trip to Malacca
with my fellow schoolmates..
Get to know more friends from other campus.
And these people are one bunch of great companion..

Its a 3days 2night getaway trip...
I have Faieza,Nabilah,Hazim and Muhd along.
So,as usual when Faieza and Muhd met,
everything go haywire..hahahhaa...

But what ever it is,i do have fun although there were
boring parts during the trip...
I shared the same room as faieza..Hehhee..!!
There's no picture taken by me...I only do the recording..
All pictures that we took are with Faieza's...
So,will upload it at FB...

To sum up everything...
I do enjoy every moment we share together...
From the start of the journey,to the makan thing,to the cheers we had,
to the tido session in the coach,to the fun all of us had in Our room
and last but not least,the arcade game we had...hahahah....

Picnic..

2009-06-19T00:27:00.002+08:00

Had a small picnic at Sentosa with my mates.
Such a great day spending our quality time together.Hehe.
Although im late,but we still had our day there.

Guys,blame my abah for it ok..
Im done with everything actually.Thought of going off
after i took the sambal from the stall,

But...
Both Abah and Mama,
nak suro aku sarapan dulu la,itu la,ini la..

So.....
itu yang buat aku lambat..heheh....

So after the picnic,went to SOS(Song Of the Sea)
Dapat masuk free babe..Dapat gambar free..hehe
All thanks to Uncle...whee~~

Took bus to Harboufront Interchange.
Dapat la aku tengok Uncle Scandal aku tu..
Hahahhaha...!!Besok jumpe lagi..whee~~
Tiap hari dan malam die ambek dan anta aku ke Sentosa..
Perasan lebih,da keje die pe,bus driver.Dol...

Banyak kan scandal aku?
Pakcik band,Bus driver sentosa,
Uncle Retail Oscar and etc..
hahaha!

Menggatal je tau si Faezah ni....
Semue bini orang yang aku nak sebat..
Mampos!!

Early in the morning..

2009-06-16T12:48:00.002+08:00

I was soundly asleep when i receive a call..
Look at the screen," Abah Darling "

Ade ape sak die call aku pagi2 gini.....

Abah; "Hello assalamualaikum.."

Ija; "Waalaikumsalam abah.."

Abah; "Ija tunggu jap ehk.."

Ija; "hmmm.."

Mama; "Hello ja..Blm bngn lagi?pegi picnic kul brape?
Nak ambek sambal kul brape?Jadi ke picnic tak ni?"

Ija; "Huh?Picnic?Nari ke besok?"

Mama; "Die tanye kite pulak..die yg akan ke picnic nanti.."

Ija; "Nanti malam ija call mama la untuk confirm.."

Mama; "La...asal pulak?..takkan ke picnic malam?"

Ija; "Mama...ija ke picnic besok la..bukan nari..."

Mama; "Oh...sorry! sorry! okla,gi sambung tidur sane..."

And we both hung up the phone.

Kekek la mama ni...
Padahal die yg cakap tau,Tuesday malam
call mama untuk confirm..

Tapi die yg call Tuesday Morning untuk confirm.
hahahahahaha...

Kena Marah...

2009-06-14T01:20:00.004+08:00

Bought a cake for Cik Mamat as he gonna celebrate his
59th birthday in a few days time.So we had a small celebration after practice.
Bought him a Montagut shirt as a gift.Beside him,i bought for Abah and Bapak as well.

Baik kan Faezah ni..hahaha!!...
For Abah and Bapak is actually meant for their belated birthday.
But make it 2 in 1 la ehk.Father's Day as well...hehehe..!

************************************

On friday,Lepak at Pandan Reservoir with Paat and Seri.
Talking about various issues.From Politic to Religion and etc.

Talk like nobody business till late night.Took a cab home.
Reach home nearly 1.30am.And Mak waiting for me at the door.
Straight Jack kene maki ... haiz.... Tak kasi chance nye...

I did tell Mak that i be back late ok.I told her that i will go lepak
straight after work.End up,i still kena from her.Fcuk!.

The best part,Mak told Abah about it.
Da kena spelling dengan abah pulak.haiz..
Nanti confirm die bilang Mama...

Well,i have to lie low for now...
Kasi Mak cool down dulu....

MELAYU IDOL

2009-06-08T02:00:00.006+08:00

There's an event happened at CCK CC yesterday afternoon till late night.
There's a Karaoke Competition,Melayu Idol held there.
From 12.30pm till 10pm..Cik Har is one of the judges.

And Band Nada Ria happens to perform for the opening ceremony.
As usual,im late for the show.I supposed to be there by 11.30am.
Guess what,11.30am i just woke up and "kelam kabut" iron my clothing.

By the time im ready,its already 12pm.I hurried down and guickly hail a cab.
And it was raining cats and dog,forgot to bring umbrella along,and i drenched.
Best ehk....da la baju aku kuning..haiz....

The pakcik kept calling me,ask me hurry..Duhh!!
Tu la,bangun lambat lagi Faezah..Padan muke kau kene marah.

The reason was,i need to duet with my scandal.
Patotla suro aku cepat2...haiz...
Ok,sang Seiring Sejalan.Lucky not many people were there.
Kalau tak,malu siol....hahahhaa!..

We perform ard 6-7 song before another band start performing.
After that,we are free..Our part ends around 2pm.
Had our Breakfast PLUS Lunch at cofeeshop.
Sponsored by te MAEC.So,beli air je la.....

After lunch,I have to layan my Scandal and my Tunang
at the Coffeshop while the rest went to Jemputan.
Haiz...Kesian aku....Jadi bahan kekek due2 orang tu..
Asik kene kan aku je...Aku ni pulak,terpakse layankan...

From 3pm till 10pm,aku kene layan dorang.
In between,during break time, Cik Har came down and what else?
He also Join sekaki...Haiz.....Kesian kan aku?.....

But i did enjoy myself there.Various topics that we shared.
The best topic ever is about Relationship.hahaha..
I did told him about my previous relationship and at the same time,
they told me about their love affairs.Hahahah...
It was damn hilarious...
From Papa(Cik Arshad) love affairs,
followed by Cik Har, and to Cik Mat..

The reason this two fellow father of mine stay behind is due
to the instrument they left on stage.Other band were still using
it,so they have no choice but to stay behind and wait till the show end.

There's still more to talk.But lazy to talk about it.

Let me show u my Dear Tunang,Scandal And Mentor ok?hahha!!

This my Dear Mentor;
Mr Har aka Razzi.M..

Followed By;

My Darling Scandal
Mr Jasmawi aka Mamat.

Last but not least.
My One and Only
Dearest Tunang..

Mr Arshad aka My Abah.

THANKS....

2009-06-06T15:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday have an event at Safti M.I
Such a tiring event,yet,such an enjoyable one.
Well,the in charge im with,does his work well.
Good Job for him!whee~

On the other hand,

Thanks for that someone for the 5sec.
If that Someone read this,
you should know what i mean.hahahahah!!

Should be working today,but a last minute change.
As today,i have a band practice.
And Cik Har have warned me
earlier on,and force me to come.
Haiz...Melayang $50 aku..

So,here iam blogging right now to kill time,
as im so damn bored..!!
I must be there by 5pm.So,i still have 2 more hours to go.

Tomorrow there's a function going on at CCK CC.
That;s what Cik Mat told me.I know nuts about it.
And,I still not sure the time the event start.
Best kan Nada Ria dapat "manager" macam ni.
Semue nye tak tahu....Kesian BNR....hahhaha..

The best part,that someone still have the cheek
to come down all the way to CCK CC tomorrow
to meet me.hahahha!!

Macam paham je...
Kite tengok kan je la,
die patuhi kata2 die ke tak k?..

HAhahahhahahaha!!..

BUSY

2009-06-05T01:43:00.004+08:00

Hello people!.
It gonna be a long post here.
If u're not interested,DO NOT READ!!

Sorry being busy for the whole week.
What else?Work and school of course..haiz...
No worries.I dont blame any0ne here...

From School To Digiphoto To Catering To Kendarat.

Ok.thats what my life going around right now.
From school and all the way to work..
And Nana have been messaging me
for the past few days asking if im working.

Im very sorry darling.I have to work.
Maybe i try to find my own free time, just for you ok.

Last week,my family done with the Baby Shower thingy.
Like malay called, Majlis Cukur Rambut..
I dont really invite my friends to the majlis.as i dont find it necessary.
I only invite Nana and My Pakcik Band..Thats all.

It was such a tiring day where i hold on to so many things.
Im the Bibik Ja, camerawoman, videowoman,
cleaner where i have to clear the tables, and, attend guests.

Thanks eh Kak..

Pictures will be uploaded the next time when im free k..
Im just too tired,thats all..

I went to catch a movie on Wenesday afternoon at E-Hub.
Together with Mamat,Eja and Nabby.
It was fun,just that the place was so far away.
I was thinking,what time i will reach home.??
But end up,Eja's father pick us up at Tampines Taxi stand.
I was paiseh actually.heheh..
Drop me at Yishun mrt..
Thanks Mr Ismail Anwar.(eja's father)

I ended up at Woodland,meet my Mama for while.
She's busy with her order at that point,but i just wait up to
have my dinner there with her.At the same time accompany her while
waiting for her worker to come.Mama told me to wait for Papa,
but he took his time to come.Duhh!!

But im just to tired to wait for him,i make a move around 8.3opm.

On thursday,there;s no lesson for my class.
So,a long break for our class,from Thursday untill Sunday.Wow~
But,i working!!So no diff..hahaha!!

Here's my schedule for the week...

Monday;
School = 9am-3pm
Work = 6pm-1opm

Tuesday;
School = 9am-2pm
Work = 5.30pm-10pm

Wednesday;
School = 10am-12pm
Work = OFF

Thursday;
Work = 5pm-11pm
(Javalink @ Home Team Academy)

Friday;
Work = 4pm-10pm
Safti Camp

Saturday;
Work = K.I.V
Band Practice = 5pm-10pm

Sunday;
BNR Function
At Choa Chu Kang CC

Nothing in mind

2009-05-30T00:42:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what to blog for now.
What i know is,im damn tired and all i need is
MILO and TRONKY..Heheheh...

Macam sedap kan kalau dapat dua-dua tu?..
Hmmm...sedap nye...(imagine..)
Sudah lah...angan-angan lebih....

Ok..For this week,im still working all day..
Juggle two job..Catering and Digi..
So,im not free to hang out after school..
And i been pampered by Bapak.He fetch me from school
almost everyday..hehhehe!!
Sayang Bapak ku!!...

AND...

HANDPHONE AKU ROSAK!!!

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GERAM SIOL!!
Terpakse pakai China phone balek...
Pastu rosak time aku belom dapat gaji pulak tu!!
Darah UP sak!!

T.I.R.E.D

2009-05-24T23:59:00.004+08:00

Im so shag right now..
For the past days im working without taking any day off..
The reason is Money..I need cash a.s.a.p
I still have Broadband and phone bills not settled..!
And moreover,i owe Bapak $70...haiz...

Besides that,Bapak Birthday is coming,
Fathers' Day coming,most important is,Mak Birthday also coming.

So you guys know the reason why i work like a dog??

The best part,i just got FCUK by Mak after i reach home...
Im so fcuking pissed off...Only her can get tired and not me.
She want everything to be tip top when she gets home.
WTH?..Even though i get everything done before off to work,
I still get fcuk by her when i reach home or,she will give me a call
when im in school..

Actually,She dont allow me to work.Worried that i will forget abt studies and etc.
But she got me wrong.Im still Faezah,
who try her very best to juggle Studies and work.
Like what Bapak said,Im workaholic..YES!!..Its true,
I try my all means to survive ok!

After Kendarat at Bendemeer,i went home with Fiza,
drop by Mama(Cik Noor) stall at Woodland.Papa was not there.
So,talk to her for while.Besides that,I told her that i can forsee
that i gonna get scolded when i reach home.
And it turns out to be true!!haiz.....

The moment that i got pissed,i sent Abah a mesage...
Before that,confirm Mama told him about it..
He advice me to calm down,and he said Mak meant well..
Ya i know that,but why cant she just said it in a nice tone??

Im just too tired and all i need is just a rest.
But what i got is rubbish from Mak..haiz...

i still Love her though....She's my Mum after all...
Haiz.....

More over...

Im gonna work upcoming weeks...

Damn Tired..

2009-05-21T00:48:00.002+08:00

Im working for the past few days.
Reach home ard 11.30..Took 188 home as im so lazy to take train home.
With no seats available,Typical commuters and etc.Thats is why i took
a bus home so that i can rest..

I have no fcuking off this week as i need CASH..!!
What to do,i have so many things in mind.
Moreover,my HP being cranky nowadays.!!

Haiz....Been working since Monday...
So after school,straight to work..
"Orang bodoh je keje Faezah.."
Thats what Eja's and Muhd's being telling me..

Let me tell u my schedule ok..

Monday;
School = 9am-5pm
Work = 6pm-1opm

Tuesday;
School = 9am-4pm
Work = 5.30pm-10pm

Wednesday;
School = 8am-5pm
Work = 6pm-1opm

Thursday;
School = 9am-4pm
Work = 5pm-11pm
(Javalink @ La Salle)

Friday;
Might be mitting Firman
Work = 5.3opm-10pm

Saturday;
Work = K.I.V..
Band Practice = 5pm-10pm

Sunday;
Work = 9am-7pm
(kendarat @ Bendemeer)

So,i cant imagine how my week will be...haiz...

Alhamdulillah..!!

2009-05-18T23:40:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah syukur!!...
I received another Scholarship this year...

Im so happy and at the same time feel so blessed.

The 1st person to know is Bapak
He was so happy knowing about it...
We thought that i wont be entitled it as i had receive one last year.

On the other hand,i do msg someone..
Tell him about this scholarship thingy..

Someone...
Who kept advising me to do well in my studies.
Who want me to excel in everything i do.
Who wants to hear the best out of me.

He congratulate me for what i get.
And he's happy for it..

That someone;

Alhamdulillah and Congratulation.
May it be a catalist to inspire you to move further towards
your achievement in life and a very-very meaningful one that is.
I may not live long enough to witness it,
but I wish you the very best in anyway.
Insya-Allah.

To that special someone.

I will heed ur advice,and will always kept that in mind.
I hope that one day,you will getto witness me excel in everything i do.And I will strive for more for the better future..ILY

Damn Tired..

2009-05-18T23:33:00.004+08:00

To my dear Nana...
Im so sorry...
Maybe we have a date some other time k...

*********************

Im super damn tired right now..
Just came back from work..

I thought im not working just now...
But....
The moment i reach home,
Seri call me saying that i have to come work.
Haiz...Stupid idiot never tell me earlier..

So,have to rush down all the way to Sentosa..
Start work at 6.30,
and timecheck before out of the house, 5.20
Of course cant make it on time la...duhh!!

But never mind,Im in need of cash anyway..
So,for this week,
i have no off...all the way work.!

Tired of course..
But,think of the money i gonna get.
I think its worth it.

black dog bone

2009-05-17T01:09:00.001+08:00

Ok i got this video at youtube..
Like what cik Har told us,the concert was a blast..
Congrats to BDB as they are still be able to uphold untill now.
All the best..!

Hehehhe...

2009-05-16T01:09:00.012+08:00

My Friday were spent at Woodland Centre..

I was at Cik Noor stall..

I reach there around 2pm.But,she was at Sheng Siong.
That's what one of her assistant told me..
So i wait for her patiently one corner reading NewPaper.hehe.

She quickly prepare me a plate of Ayam Penyet once she saw me..
And i was like so shock..She could have take her time right..
I still have time to spent.But,end up,we ate together.
hehhee...Touching kan...

So after we ate,she did her chores while i sat there,talk
on the phone with my friend and at the same time read the paper.
Bring along my camera,so camwhore abit.hehehe.

I ask her to take pic with me,but she just ignored me.
So,i end up,snap some of her pics..hehhee..

Hahahhaha...
Cute kan Cik Noor ni...

*******************
This part touching...

She was busy doing her chores in the stall..
I was about to go off,so need to salam her.
I quickly snap this picture.

I snap this pic,when she was talking to her friend.
She told her friend that im her daughter..

Cik Noor's
Ehk,this one my daughter..

Unknown
Huh?sure or not kak?

Cik Noor's
Seriousla...Lawa or not?

Unknown
Hahah..confirm ah?

Cik Noor's
Ya la...hahhahaa...

Before i went off..
She nagg at me to bring along an umbrella with me..

Coz.There's a heavy downpour..
Okla...I still listen to her though.
If not she gonna nagg at me untill i took it.....

Message and Work

2009-05-15T01:10:00.005+08:00

Itz just a random post..hehe..

Ok,i was at home,so bored that i received a message from Cik Arshad.
He sent me a poem to thank me for uploading some of the songs that he need
to practice for the band..The best part was,i dont even know how to replied.
Ended up,i reply him;

Faezah Samidi;
"Sorry Father,saya tak tahu nk balas pantun,mcm mane ehk?"

Cik Arshad's;
"Belajar tinggi2,pantun pun tak tau jawab.."

Kureng betol satu pakcik ni!!hahaha...

So the whole day,we were like messaging each other..and i was like laughing
like hell when i on my way to work..hahha!And Seri was like,
"kau kenape ja?ok ke tak?ketawe sorang2.."

Hahaha...I was asking about Ayam Penyet..I badly want to try
Cik Noor's ayam penyet..And cik arshad said that;

Cik Arshad's;
"Soal ayam penyet,no problem.But the problem is,when to penyet the ayam?
Pls give the penyeter,Cik Noor a call and confirm with her.."

So tell me,is there such word as Penyeter?haiz.....
He want me to call his wife personally...and the reason is;

Cik Arshad's;
"It helps to enhance the relationship among us with frequent contacts isnt it?
Philosophically speaking that is..Amacam kencang tak??Tengokla sape..hehehehe..!"

That's what he replied me.The problem doesnt lies with me or him..Itz his wife..
I been calling her since i start work till i end work..She still didnt pick up my calls..
I gave up and msg cik arshad..

Faezah Samidi;
"My dear father,is not that i avoid giving ur lovely wife a call,but the problem is,
she just dont pick up my call!Penat la nk call lagi!Tak angkat pun,call balek pun tak.Just tell her,i want ayam penyet.Just wait for me to come."

Cik Arshad's;
"Cik Noor ni jenis species yang payanh nak jawab calls agaknye.Plz keep calling her,show her that u need her attention.hehe!.Anyway,i have told her about it,and she will be waiting for you.Jangan tak datang pulak.."

hahahhaa...blh pening layan dua orang ni...
Kalau aku call,tapi die tak angkat pun tak guna...hahaha!
Banyak la die punye attention...

MC...

2009-05-15T00:53:00.005+08:00

I have not been to school since Wednesday..Due to my right eye which is swelling not knowing why..Been enduring the pain since Monday..I thought i could hang on,but too bad,on wednesday i cant take it anymore.So went to ar-raudhah clinic with my school uniform...(niat hati nak ke Sekolah..hahaha)

Got an MC just for the day.That means have to come back on thursday right?But u know this daughter of Mr Samidi,i didnt turn up for lesson on thursday..hehehe!!Self declaration MC..But fcuk i have to come back on Friday for make up lesson..But still......I dont intend to go....

U imagine,we should be enjoying our little Friday since we have no lesson for that...But bcoz of this fellow name;Ms Ho that didnt turn up for classes two days straight due to her course,we have a make up lesson...URGH!!! And it start at 1pm to 4pm!!!can u feel how tired that is??

And moreover,i start work at 5.30!How on earth im able to reach work on time?My school is located at Bedok-Chai Chee ok!!And,her lesson is damn DRY!!So boring!!I only enjoy the Air-con...Duhh!!

So u can guess right if im turning up for her lesson or not...

Hidup untuk cinta

2009-05-14T01:47:00.001+08:00

Wajahmu dimana mana

2009-05-14T01:41:00.001+08:00

Gelombang

2009-05-14T01:09:00.001+08:00

Ok.i sang this song..
Fall in love with the lyrics..

2009-05-14T01:03:00.001+08:00

FCUK!!

2009-05-12T16:39:00.002+08:00

I just reach home.The class end at 3pm.
Ask my darling daddy to fetch me as im so LAZY to take the train home.
Confirm no seats and of course it packed with typical commuters!!

Upon reaching home,no one were at home.
Mum help out her friend stall,Kakak together with her husband
and baby out to nowhere..

AND....

Im so fcuking pissed off with her for the past few days.
She was too lazy to help out with the chores!
Hello!!Im schooling and working at the same time mind you!
Dont you have any iniatiative to help me out??...

Im sick and tired of all this!
You are making use of me and
IM NOT UR FUCKING MAID!!

PLEASE BEAR THAT IN MIND!argh!!!!

I will be off to work in 30mins..
Pity Kak J,no one able to help her out later..
3 new staff...How she gonna cope?
Haiz...So,i end up going work later...

New Friend.

2009-05-10T23:59:00.005+08:00

I was on the phone yesterday "morning".
He is a new friend of mine.Get to know him for the past few months i guess...
OK the strange thing is, we always talk on the phone till late night.

This never happens when I'm with Yazhid then..
Yazhid don't like to talk on the phone as he said
there's nothing to talk about...Ok,that's History now..

Back to this new friend of mine.. We talked most of the night.
Yet,we have not meet each other.haha!
The last time i "saw" him was,the day i had an event
with Ah Tan at Safti Camp, Joo Koon..

It's not that i avoid of mitting him. I have a wild imagination you know?

Eg; Can he accept me for who i am as a friend of his?
I'm not pretty and I'm big size?..You get it??
Argh!That's so annoying when i think of that!
Stop it sia FaezahSamidi!!...

Actually my post is about the topic that we discussing yesterday night..
I think that whatever i said was crap!Hahaha!!
But at the same time its funny though..

OK,we were talking about Marriage.
All i want is a Rich guy.That able to get me what i want!haha!
Tapi hanya khayalan semata-mata...

Then,come another suggestion,for those guys who want
t0 "masuk minang",they have to fill in a form..hahaha!!
Merepek kan aku?hahaha...!!

Then,he was like,"wow,so competitive"..hahha..
There's more ok....

Those guys will then have to overcome 4 sets of interview!
3 sets from my twin brother and sister.
If they pass the preliminary round,they will then have an interview
with the Higher authority,which is My Parents.hahaha!!
If there's a tie for the final round,the guy will then
have to try their very best to capture my heart..hahaa!!

And my friend was like,"why is there so many steps?"hahaha...!
Oklah...from my own opinion,to find our own future
partner is best when both of them are in love and ready to commit.

But the most important is,family plays a part.
They know what best for our future.If they think that
my other half is not the best for me,Im sorry,
I will have to let him go.

For now...
All i want is to find someone who is ready to commit in relationship.
Friend is ok...But have to keep on searching...
Like what my sister said,im not getting younger and i have to
start planning for the future....

Ok..Right now,should i go with t
he plan i told u?Hahaha...
Keep on thinking and dreaming Faezah!!

Lovely God-Mother

2009-05-10T23:38:00.004+08:00

The New Chapter Of My "Mama"

Ok,u guys might be wondering,
which Mama im talking about right?

The other Mama is,Cik Noor.
Cik Arshad wifey..

You guys knew that i gave her a
scarf and brooch from jelita also right?
Ok,i sent all my Pakcik Band a message,
wishing their wife a Happy Mothers Day..

And suprising,Cik Arshad replied.
The only pakcik who bother to reply.hahha

" Tiada yang lebih berharga daripada
kasih sayang ibu ayah di dunia akhirat.
Beruntunglah kamu yang masih mempunyai mereka

Do your best to excel in your achivement
in life for them.Insya-Allah "

I thank him for the advice and i will always keep that in mind.
I promised to do my best to excel in my life..

Well,i told him that one day i want to see Cik Noor wearing it.
AND.....
To my surprised,she already put it on yesterday..!
Aww...Isnt that sweet...!! Moreover,yesterday there's a family
gathering held over at Cik Noor side...So,i can feel how happy
she was while putting the scarf on..hehehe!!

Nevermind,when i ask her out later,
i will plead her to put on the scarf...hehehe!!

Gift For Her

2009-05-10T23:12:00.004+08:00

For Mothers' Day.

I bought Mother,
two brooches and a scarf from Jelita...

Since Mum favourite is Green,
I bought her a green scarf and for the brooches,
One is a combination of white,gold,green..
Another is,silver and gold..I guess..
hahaha!..

Ok the reason is,
Both brooches caught my eye...hahaha!!
Thats the reason i bought both of it..
Nevermind,
its meant for my lovely Mum..
So,dont mind spending more..

She's working,helping out a friend.
So,i gave her the pair of brooches to her
at the shop..
After closed shop,went straight home.
I gave her the scarf...

I just want to play around with her.
Cause,i told her that i dont plan to give her anything as
i have over budget after bought her the tickets for hi-tea..
Hehehe..Without her realising,i already have it all planned..hahha!

Hope she like the gift..

Love You Mother!!

Puisi Untuk Ibu

2009-05-10T22:41:00.004+08:00

Tiada sambutan yang dirancang sempena Hari Ibu..

Ibu,

Kau bagai pelita yang menyinari hidup ku
Kau terangi hatiku dengan kasih sayang mu

Biarpun badai melanda
Tak henti gelora
Higgakan ku terlontar di lautan sepi
Ku tahu..
Kau kan tetap teguh bersama disisi

Biarpun,akhirnya
Kau tersadai di arus yang tiada henti
Namun kau cekal kan hati untuk terus rintangi

Ibu,
Hanya hadiah sebagai pengganti diri
Untuk mencurahkan hasrat yang terbuku dihati
Tidak dapat ku balas jasa dan budi
Untuk Ibu ku,Yang ku Sanjungi...

Dari Anakmu,
Faezah Samidi

2009-05-10T03:50:00.003+08:00

Happy Mother's Day
to you;

Sariah Jumakir!!

I love you Mother...
Only you who understand me..

Cik Arshad&Cik Noor...

2009-05-09T00:44:00.005+08:00

I was at work ...
When i suddenly receive a message..
I thought it was my frens..
But..I was totally wrong...

When i checked my phone,i saw Cik Arshad photo..
He sent me a message.my first thought was,maybe he asking some help..
So,i opened up the message..

Seriously,im so touched by his words.Im in tears.

Cik Arshad NR;

Dearest Faezah,
Cik Noor and me are very-very grateful
and touched by your deed.
Being childless, your gift is very emotional to us.
Thank you so much..

Short and simple message.
That was what he send me..
Seriously,i felt so honoured..
If i were given time off,i would rush
all the way to Woodland and give her a massive hug.

I didnt realised,with the gift that i gave her,
had make an impact to them
to make them feel being
Loved...

Without hesitation,i reply his message..

Faezah Samidi;

To my dear Cik Arshad..
Im so touched by ur words.
Im also grateful to get to know
You and Cik Noor..

Hope she like the gift, and hoping that one day,
i will saw her wearing it..
Send my lovely regards to her,
and tell her that I Love Her..

From the bottom of my heart;

Cik Arshad and Cik Noor,
Saya amat bersyukur dapat ditemukan dengan dua insan seperti
awak berdua.Saye rasa terharu dengan kata-kata
Cik Arshad sehingga kan saya tergamam untuk seketika.

Tidak sangka dengan kehadiran saya disisi,
dan hadiah yang datang dari hati yang ikhlas,
saya telah membahagiakan Cik Arshad serta Isteri.

Terima Kasih atas layanan yang diberi Cik Noor
tempoh hari.Walaupun baru saja kita berkenalan,
rasakan sudah bertahun lamanya.
Saya rasa seronok dapat bersembang dengan Cik Noor.
Timbul nya rasa kasih dan sayang terhadap beliau.
Walaupun baru berkenalan,Cik Noor,
saya anggap awak seperti Ibu saya..
Nanti kan kedatangan saya.

Sekian;Wasalam.

At WORK...

2009-05-09T00:07:00.005+08:00

Work was fun..I was station at the fireworks backdrop with Zaki..
While Faizal(Ical) station with Seri being the runner.
Zaki was such an asshole i tell u,talk crap with him all the way
and gossiping about the passer by..
Macam sial kan dua budak ni?hahaha..
Then after being station there,i helped Seri with the sales for the 2nd show.

OK,the moment that veryone waiting for,of course,
pack everything up and go off..hahhaa
I bring along my digi cam,so we camwhore after work...
My cam is now full with their crap photo..hahaha!!

Let the pic do the talking ok...

KAK J....

2009-05-08T03:03:00.012+08:00

Ok..here a short video clip of Kak J's while
we are waiting for the bus..
I think,she's too hyper on that day..hahha
Wanted to post it yesterday but i forgotten abt it...
Sorry ya...ENJOYZ....

R.A.N.D.O.M

2009-05-07T00:56:00.009+08:00

First of all lets' start with my morning Wednesday..

I woke up ard 10am,had my bath and get ready..Not for school,i ended up at Woodland Centre Blk 3A,mit up with
Mr Arshad wifey...Hahahhaa....
The fact that i skip school is due to lazyness,hahaha and i took that chance to travel all the way to Cik Noor stall,just to mit her..I thought Cik Arshad had told her abt my presence,but he didnt..I reach there ard 11.15 i guess..
We have a chat and she belanja Mee Soto and a cup of syrup..
Hahha..!touching kan makcik aku ni...padahal baru kenal tau..

The reason im there,if u read my previous post,was just to pass her the stuff that i bought for mothers' day..
Lucky enough i pass it to her earlier bcoz,2 days ago,Cik Madd told her abt it,and she was so loss not knowing a single thing..she thought i only gave it to the other Pakcik Band wifey and left her out of the picture as what she said,
she's not a mother and no point of her celebrating the special day..
(Im not that bad ok cik noor...treat me as one,im fine with it..)

But she was totally wrong!!
I personally came all the way there just to pass it to her.
And also 1 additional gift just for her..
So,how lucky she is uh?..hahaha...

I can see how happy she is upon receiving it..
She was abit reluctant to take it at first...
Like what she told me,she dont deserve it,
she feel so bad as i still hadn't receive my rendang..hahah
But she said,she will find a time for it...
Itz ok,i understand her position now as she doesn't have enough rest.
Like what cik arshad told me before,
She must have been so tired until at a point she forgotten abt it..Itz ok...
OK. enough of Cik Noor's story..

I rush all the way to Yishun to meet up with Eja and took the train
to Harbourfront to meet Muhd and Sani(Eja's BF)
We catch a movie at Vivo..*wheee...
hahaha!we watch "17 Again"..
Eja got a voucher for that,so we only pay for 2 tics
instead of 4..haha!!...
Its such a great movie,hilarious and touching..
Im so touched at the end of the movie...hahaha

We had a late lunch before we go off to work..
It seems that Eja,Me and Muhd had to go work so we dont
really spent too much time lepak...hahaha...

End up,i took my own sweet time to the express while waiting for Kak J..

Lets talk about work...

Work is ok..Now need 6staff to work each day instead of 4..
This is due to the additional place that u need to take care of..
*sigh--HAIZ...
Hope everything went on smoothly ok..

I just came back from work 3hrs ago...
Spent abt an hour at Alif accompany Kak J
to have a cup of Teh Tarik and Tissue Prata...

Then camwhore at the bustop while waiting for 945..
Hahaha..We have a hell of fun although just the 2 of us..

At Sentosa,while waiting for the bus

Ja & Kak J

Seri aka Kak J

OK,this is so random...

A picture of
Nabella,Feka,Seri,Qad

Thats all for now...

Aku Nye MALAS!!...

2009-05-06T00:32:00.001+08:00

Aku nye malas nak pegi sekolah besok,
makin membuak siol....!!hahaha

Ok,there's lesson going on tmrw afternoon...
But this daughter of MR SAMIDI,
damn lazy to drag her feet to school.

Lesson for tmrw will start at 12pm and ends at 2pm..
2 lesson cancel as both teachers attending courses..
So,whats the point of me going to school for the 2 pathetic hours?
By the time i reach school compound will be ard 12.30..
;kate faezahsamidi..selalu lambat...hehhe...
Take temp,then dilly dally,clock will strike 1pm,
so do u think there will be any lesson going on?

URGH!!!....
Duduk rumah tido pun baik...
Cukup time mandi pastu klua gi keje...abis cite...

MOTHERS' DAY

Mothers' day is round the corner..
If im not wrong it falls on Sunday,10 May..
Is that right?Ok what ever..
It should be right i guess...

Ok,what u guys bought for ur mum?
For me,i bought her a scarf from Jelita..
(ok,i know,so cheapskate..)
But before hand,i already bought her a ticket attend a
hi-tea organize by Warna 94.2
So,good enough right?
hahhaha...

Other than that,i also bought a total of
7 scarf from Jelita also and a shawl
for my Pakcik band wifey..
Hehe..Sweet kan aku ni...

As there will be no practice next week,I have
given them the scarf last week...
I know its still a early,rather than i have to wait
for another 2 weeks?
Might as well i give before Mothers' Day.

I have given each an everyone of my pakcik wife,
Except for Cik Arshad wifey.
He's not around last week as he helping out a friend
of his for a show at Siglap CC..
So,only his wife have not gotten the scarf.
I thought of coming down her stall to give it to her personally.
See how my mood is,do i have the time to go all the
way to Woodland Centre.??.

Ok,we end it here k...

NezRezFez

2009-05-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

Suddenly i miss my 3 little kiddos..
Shanez,Sharez,Shafez...

Haiz...it been so long since i last saw them together with their parents..
Well,that happen during April in the hosp after Norynne was born..

Out of the sudden,I miss their crazyness and their irritating attitude..hahah
They maybe cranky most of the times,
but when u think all those times we spent our time together,
i wish i could turn back the time..

Bon Voyage To BDB

2009-05-04T01:06:00.000+08:00

As u guys know,Black Dog Bone aka BDB will be having a show for 3 days
at Istana Budaya,KL Malaysia..
The event start from 8 May till 10 May,
at the same time celebrating Mother's Day.

But,they are on their way to KL yesterday night..
As to start practicing with the orchestra there..
That's what,Cik Har told me last saturday,
Or he is well known as Razzi.M the leader of the band.

BDB has been practicing very hard for the upcoming show..
They have been practicing very hard months back...
After so many years when they last have a great show..
Well...time flies so fast...

I feel so honoured when i watched them practice..
They practice at CCK CC..They will start practicing
from 2pm till 6pm.where as from 6pm till 10pm
will be Nada Ria's turn to practice..hehe..
So,i guess u know Saturday will be a hard day for Cik Har..

Well,if u guys know Cik Har,he is very strict i tell u!
I get a hell from him before,so i know how it is..
He want the best out of the best.
So its a serious moment for everyone.

But,once practice is over,everything is back to norm.
The tense came when ur in the room..hahhaa!!

So..till then...
I hope they get enjoy their show
and be back safely here.....

Selamat Pergi,Selamat Pulang

Thanks NANA...

2009-05-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

Alright..Im still new here...
Pardon my mistakes..

First of all...
I would like to thank NanaSyaaban for helping me
with this blog of mine here..
We talked on the phone for almost 90mins,
just to help me with this..
YET,
im still so dumb not knowing
what i should do next...

I cant even get the things right of putting my own pic in this blog..
Name je budak Multimedia,
tapi bodoh....haiz...

Seriously i need help in this..

To nana;
Thanks alot darling...
YOU will receive a call from me sooner or later..
hahahhaa!!

My 1st Post...

2009-05-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

Ok...im kinda new here...

Serious..im not kidding...
and im lost halfway...

im just trying the 1st post to see
how my blog looks like...hahahaha

hmmmm....
let's see....
jeng..jeng...jeng....